As I got out of the shower this morning I burst into tears. . .
I usually do my crying in the shower not as I am getting out, it's easier on the eyes and my face doesn't get as red.
I have thought about going back to school or spending lots of time volunteering or getting a part time job, but none of those things will give me my babies back, they are wonderful, healthy people, growing up and going on their own just like they should and I am having to reminding myself
to just breath.